Screaming Inside My Head

Hate, fear, terror, sadness, hopeless despair
Save me from these things I cannot bare

Why can't I live?
Why can't I die?

If I had met no one, death would be mine.
But why must that be, is it just me?

Fear death
Fear life
Do I really feel, or are my feelings lies?
I can't believe, I can't be sure, I think I may have lost something
Was it my mind?


The screaming inside my head never stops; it burns everything away till there is nothing more.